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[23 Jul 2005|06:22pm] |
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So its time for a new journal. Okay.
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Fall Out Boy-The Pros And Cons Of Breathing |
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Wow so last night after numerous desisions of not going and going..I went to PIS. So zaina got dropped off. My mom got us and brought us there. It was hotter then hell. It was interesting. There was alot of screaming. Zaina got hit. I saw lola get stuck in a mosh pit. WTF. lmao woo. but it was a good show. Jon took Zaina and I home. Zaina watched me eat. Then left.( pictures )
Today Derek and I are going to my grandparents for dinner. Ahh.
bye
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[04 Jun 2005|12:01pm] |
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well I get my dad's pick up truck. Lmao Dom and a pick up truck ahh my life doesnt get any more interesting. I hope we have good insurance.
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[03 Jun 2005|08:30pm] |
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Alot has changed since last summer. My life has been soo um boring. Stupid kidish drama. This year consisted of alot of alot of stupid shit. I kinda whish things could of went back to normal. Before Kim and I started hating eachother. Before I became obsessed with a fat loser. Before I back stabbed everyone. Before every one fucked me over. Before I rebelled. Before I introduced Jess to Chris. Before I stoped listening to Kim's problems. Before I realized in reality, no one liked anyone but the one person they were close to at the time. Before I became a bitch. I know why all of this happend too. But like always no one likes to hear the bitter truth. It got old. Everything got old. I talked to Zaina about pso, there is no more pso. Because of stupid shit we all said and did. I just wish sometimes. Everyone including my self didnt see them selves better then anyone. We all do annoying things. We all get sick of people. Well I'm sorry. I'm sorry for talking all the amounts of shit I did this year. I just wish everything could go back to normal.
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| Well Well |
[03 Jun 2005|06:22pm] |
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So Yes Yesterday Derek stopped by for a little. Jessica slept over last night. I feel like crap. Tomorrow I will be laying around my house and doing absolutely nothing. Just like most of the summer. I'm trying to get my mom let me go up to new york with out the rest of my family. I think I'm going to go back to sleeping..
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[01 Jun 2005|08:53pm] |
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this weekend was fun. Yesterday was boring..i saw half of star wars..Today I went to dereks. I'm making brownies..for my dad.. and im not going to eat one. HAHA
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[23 May 2005|09:17pm] |
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I just tried to fill out those stupid questions things because I'm extremely bored. It was very corny, so I deleted it. I miss Derek. I love Derek. I should just post a full entry about him, because it still won't be as corny as the question thing. So What can I say about Derek. Well, Hes tall and once and a while I mistaken him for a girl because he hasnt gotten a hair cut in a year, and now since I said that hes going to be pissed. I never really write in here, so I'm trying to say something. I love I never write in here when I'm happy. Yet when I'm upset I write like a long ass entry. School is almost over. What a strange year. I still didn't go through half the shit I went through last school year, but it was still very interesting. The first half of the year sucked. I think it was just the year 2004. I hate that year with a passion. I really do. But 2005 it started out amazing. I love this year so far, and I'm looking forward to this summer. Even though Zaina is going away. Jess is working. Derek's going to NY for a while. other then that. I'm excited. I couldnt love life anymore, and nothing could make me anymore happier then I am.
Does that answer all your questions? not that you had any.
Good night all.
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[21 May 2005|01:42pm] |
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Skatezone was gay. Derek left today. I tanned before. I'm going to the gym tomorrow. Last week of school. YES!
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| Another Boring Entry |
[19 May 2005|10:11pm] |
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I'm fucking sick of school. I can not wait for summer. I can not wait to sleep and get fat. Tomorrow I think I'm going to skate zone. I give up typing..ill finsh later.
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[18 May 2005|12:12am] |
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My day was pretty okay I guess. You know what I love. I love how you realize certain things about people but then you forget you realized it in the first place. I'm getting sick of people's shit. I don't know if its jealousy, or just because I can't stand hypocrites, but in the end every one is a hypocrite right? If I could just honestly sit here and type each thing that pisses me off right now. It would offend probably 2/3's of my friend's list, but honestly why do I care right. I mean I have blocked off everyone around me and put most of my priorities to my boyfriend(Which I'm not complaining about, don,t worry about it Derek.)I'm just pissed. I'm really counting the days to school ends. No more fucking fake smiles. I don't have to see half these fucking people until school starts again. The part that I love is that I only realize this when I have a boyfriend. It's kinda hard to explain. Like school. You have to be nice to every one so you don't have to deal with. The more I think about this. I'm making less and less sense, but I really could care less. I can't change peoples stupid choices. There immature decisions or even their naive mistakes. Its just fucking pathetically lame. I'm sick of reading peoples journal. I'm sick of people feeling sorry for them selves (and no I'm not pointing anyone out.) I dunno but I don't care because no matter what I still have one thing that in my mind won't do me wrong, it could end but I like living out of reality, because its the only thing I have right now. Other then that life is amazing, and I could not ask for more.
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[15 May 2005|10:50am] |
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Well yesterday I went to the mall. Derek bought me lunch. I bought a cd. I feel like crap.
I posted the pictures from Friday. OO where could they be.
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[10 May 2005|09:22pm] |
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Today sucked. Alot. Except for after school. I'm extremely pissed off, and tired and I dont want to go to school.
The End.
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[07 May 2005|12:15pm] |
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Yes well yesterday was intresting, it was fun though. Kim got my underoath ticket. YES. That is right. Today I'm going over Derek's. Tomorrow. I think im going to go to the mall. I would like to? please. It would be nice to go with some one. I'm really excited for the summer to come. Well, I'm off to go take a shower. and such. Adios.
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[05 May 2005|09:41pm] |
What is the your biggest pet peev? Thats a negitive
How many times have you been in love? Once
What was the worst moment in your life?When I started dating umm yeah.
Have you ever felt infinite?Of coarse
What would you change about your life?Moving in with Derek.
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[01 May 2005|08:47pm] |
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Well, My weekend was long. I died my hair and I have a large brown spot on my head.
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